Life doesn't always turn out the way you think it should.

My heart has been aching the last few days.

I reached out to my sisters pleading to fix our broken family and not one of them was willing to forgive one or more of the sisters. I was completely woken up to the fact that my family is never going to be the way I think it should be. I may be over-exaggerating a tad as I always do when I am hurt, but I feel as though I am mourning my eldest sister Margie, as it seems I no longer exist to her. Not even going to get into what was said between Becky and I, but I just felt the need to vent a little more so I can move on.